What Does Success Look Like to You? — Dr. Janice Crowder

What Does Success Look Like to You? — Dr. Janice Crowder

Janice Crowder, MD, is a board-certified obstetrician and gynecologist with more than three decades of clinical experience in women’s health. She currently practices at Mainland Obstetrics and Gynecology Associates in Houston, Texas, where she provides comprehensive obstetrical and gynecological care to patients across the full spectrum of reproductive health. Dr. Crowder earned her Bachelor of Science from Howard University in 1982 and her Doctor of Medicine from Howard University College of Medicine in 1986. She became board certified in Obstetrics and Gynecology in 1994.

Before joining Mainland Obstetrics, she practiced at MacGregor Medical Association in Houston and served as a clinical instructor at The University of Texas Medical School at Houston from 1990 to 1995. She has been named America’s Top Obstetrician and Gynecologist in 2004 and 2005, received the Outstanding Physician Award in 2005, and earned the title of Houston’s Top Doc in 2010 and 2011. She is a vocal advocate for reducing maternal mortality among Black women and for addressing physician burnout as a systemic healthcare issue. Dr. Crowder is currently based in New York, New York.

How do you personally define success, and has that definition changed over the course of your career?

Success has never been one thing for me. Early in my career, it was very much tied to external markers — board scores, matching into the right residency, performing well in clinical rotations. Those milestones mattered. They had to. The path to becoming a physician demands that kind of rigor. But somewhere in the middle years of practice, the definition started to shift. I began measuring success differently. A patient who came in afraid and left feeling heard — that counted. A student who called me years later to say they remembered something I taught them — that counted too. Now I think success is largely about alignment. Are you doing work that reflects who you actually are?

What was the most defining turning point in building your career?

Staying in the work when it was hardest. There are points in a medical career where the system makes it genuinely difficult to keep going. The hours, the emotional weight, the moments when outcomes are not what you hoped for — none of that is abstract. It is very real. The decision to stay, to keep showing up for patients, to keep learning — that is where character is formed. I think the turning point for most physicians is not a single event. It is a series of small decisions to continue.

How do you think about failure in the context of a medical career?

Failure in medicine is a complicated word. There are clinical outcomes that are painful and that physicians carry for a long time. There are also systemic failures — failures of the healthcare system to support the physicians and patients within it. I try to separate those. I cannot take personal responsibility for structural inadequacies, but I can advocate to change them. What I hold myself accountable for is being fully present for every patient, staying current in my field, and being honest when I do not know something. That is the failure I work hardest to avoid.

You have spoken publicly about physician burnout. How has that reality shaped your understanding of professional sustainability?

It has shaped it completely. I have watched colleagues leave medicine not because they lost their skill or their commitment, but because the conditions became unsustainable. That is a loss to every patient those physicians would have served. Burnout is not a personal weakness. It is a response to a system that asks too much without providing enough support. The sustainability question I have been asking myself — and encouraging others to ask — is: what do you need to keep doing this work well? The answer is different for everyone, but the question has to be asked out loud.

How do you set and track your goals, both short-term and long-term?

I think about goals in layers. There are the clinical goals that are tied to patient outcomes — what does this patient need from me this week, this trimester, this year? And then there are the broader goals, the ones tied to advocacy and education. For the longer-horizon work, I focus on consistency. Advocacy does not happen in one speech or one article. It happens in sustained attention to the same problem over time. The tracking for me is less about metrics and more about whether I am still showing up for the conversations that matter.

What has staying in medicine taught you about discipline?

That discipline is not the same as rigidity. Discipline, in medicine, means maintaining your standards when the environment is not supporting you in doing so. It means continuing to learn even when your schedule makes learning feel impossible. It means maintaining empathy at the end of a long shift as well as at the beginning. That kind of discipline is quiet. Nobody awards it. But it is what separates a long career from a short one.

What would you say to a physician early in their career who is wondering whether the sacrifices are worth it?

I would say: be honest about what you came here to do. If it is the patients — the actual one-on-one work of listening, diagnosing, caring — then medicine will give you that, and it is worth a great deal. The system has real problems, and you will encounter them. But the work itself, the work between you and the person in front of you, remains meaningful. Hold onto that distinction.

Looking back across more than thirty years, what does success feel like from the inside?

It feels like continuity. I am still here. I am still learning. I moved to a new city later in my career, and I returned to practice because the work still means something to me. That is not nothing. Success, at this point, is the fact that I still want to be in the room.